Feelings are confusing
play with You like hot wheels cars on loops of hard plastic
I just can't tell when i am right side up anymore.
Sometimes my feelings scream so loud, i just wish they'd shut up
Its so hard to hear You over myself
Saying one thing and doing another
Like a green chameleon turned red
Is this the way its going to be?
Why do i betray You?
why do I kiss Your face so coldly
I'd give up the gray for black and white any day
I choose to starve myself
when You offer honey on my lips
I ignore my best friend
I've become blind, deaf and mute
rub the mud in my eyes
cast out these demons
let me hear Your voice,
I'll eat once again
I'm running, running to You
when i trip and fall on those shoelaces i forgot to tie up,
You catch me
You always love me just the same
You always catch me when i fall