If, for one second, I could see the Father's love for me, how would that change the way I love myself?
If I truly believed with all my heart that all of God's creation is beautiful, that God made me beautiful, how would that affect the way I live?
If I always remembered that God has a plan for my life that extends far beyond the dreams of my heart, where would that take me?
If I could see that when the pain of my past strips away the confidence of my now, that God walks by me boldly, how would that change who I am?
In the most difficult seasons of life when I seem to love myself the least, and detest myself the most, What if I could see that God's love for me hasn't changed?
In the moments of brokenness and abandonment, what if I saw that I am whole and in his presence? Could I possibly be broken, yet whole in Christ at the same time? Is there beauty found in the broken?
If my cold selfishness thawed away, and a Christ like selflessness blossomed, would others recognize me?
Could you make me new?
Thank you for sitting with me through the winter. Though I can't always hear your voice, your presence melts the ice. I don't like the cold. The winter chaps; dries me out. It hurts. The wind rips at my bones.
Let me not forget the beauty found in winter. Each snowflake that touches my cheek, has its own beauty. Frost clings to the trees, clothing them in white. The stars seem to shine brighter, the more bitter the cold. Winter has its place for a reason.
Yet, In your time the ice will melt. Green will come again. The water will flow; the brook will sing. How I long to hear its song, but for now, I'll sit in winter.